5 pounds later

No, not 5 pounds for Riley, but 5 pounds for her mom who has definitely been eating more than enough for herself and a few others. I don't think I am an emotional eater, but this whole throwing up thing has really taken its toll on me. For a while, I was not able to get to the gym partly because I did not know what was wrong with Riley, and she is super attached to me right now and would scream and scream when I would leave her. I have become this crazy over protective mom who stuffs her face because her child cannot keep anything down. I have become super lazy, totally not me, and I do not know how to get motivated again.
Well, after looking at my reflection in the mirror yesterday, I decided something has to change. I have got to snap out of this funk. Now that I cannot have dairy, I am really limited to what I can eat so hopefully the sweet treat binges will cease.

Riley's stool sample results came back yesterday as positive for blood. Her doctor said it is probably because of the dairy allergy. We will re-test in a few weeks along with all the blood work. She did throw up this morning after her morning nursing session so I just really have no clue what is going on. I do think taking out dairy is working, but I do not know if that is the full answer. She is a medical mystery...at least to me.